Sister Alma,
Ha a ah.

Well, I know am not a woman. So, I do not presume to know how it feels.

All I can say is, have faith in God + courage. When you get there, He will surely see you through it. You will surely cross over it.

As far as I'm concerned, a smart lady like you should sire half or one third of a football team of even smarter boys & girls. I'm not joking o. I did (Sorry, my wife born 4 of them for us.) Now, it's mummy, mummy, mummy all round the clock.

Just bring them to my house, I will baby-sit them all while you're at work.

I love little children so much. They make me so happiest, market-storm tattling & all.

Have no fear. When you get to the river, you will surely cross the bridge. By God's grace Amen.
With love & prayers.